out with it

Out with it

2011 came with some pretty high expectations. We were going to build our straw-bale house, expand the garden, think about having a kid. With the implosion of goal number one and the realization that we were becoming outcasts on our own land, we quickly moved on to goal number three.

We knew we were pregnant while still living at circle acres but kept it to ourselves as the animosity boiled and the search for a new home commenced. We found a much-too-big house, but the size of the lot was too much to pass up. We are still getting used to the house, to the hot showers, to the kitchen with its awesome 1950s General Electric double oven. We seem to plan the garden area endlessly with the realization that we really do not have anything holding us back or pushing us forward. We can move at a pace that suits our days, our nights, our dinner bells.

The garlic bed went in late. We planted a much smaller bed this year as we are still trying to eat through last year’s pile. After giving a bunch away as seed and for eating, we are still loaded down with it.

We put in our first trees – a couple of fig trees started as cuttings a few years ago and a dwarf apple given to us by Kate and Keith from Bountiful Backyards.

Bountiful Backyards are starting an urban farm in East Durham. They have a Kickstarter campaign going at the moment to raise the cash necessary to make the farm a reality.

So that is where 2012 drops us off – new place, new friends, baby on the way. I hope you all stick around because this already branched blog is about to do some more branching. Keep an eye out for Quitter #7, new photo projects and my first real documentary films!

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  1. hoss says:

    keep on rockin’!

  2. shawnak says:

    Looks like fun! Wishing you all good things in 2012!

outline

Outline

I have received quite a bit of feedback regarding the last post, both online and offline. It seems to have resonated with folks who understand that relationships do fail – often painfully and publicly – but their failure is not a sign of future outcomes on similar paths. It is a time and environment specific event, full of particular personalities and details. I can agree to some extent, but that is really damn ambiguous.   The benefit of experience dictates the scope and depth of present relationships and their future, yes, but we should have some idea of how we would like our relationships to work by the time we have the words available to provide the basic outline. From that point we just work on the logistics of filling in that outline. All the specifics already exist. It is just a matter of arrangement.

furniture has no say in life
it was made to be used by people
how many times have you felt like a bookcase
sitting in a living room gathering dust
full of thoughts already written?

Fugazi, “Furniture

I know that I am not meant to dwell, hoping that the memories are malleable to a point of bittersweet returns. There is no nostalgia for a lost sense of direction, no yearning for a hungry presence among deeply broken individuals. I am intuitive enough to understand a person’s trajectory towards the bottom, introspective enough to see ruins standing tall on the backs of my retinas. I have participated fully in this setback, probably put myself out there too far, now getting ready to do it again in new circumstances with new people within new geography.

I have learned that there is really no other way to go about it – embracing this life of layers we breathe like so much old skin – than just getting right the fuck on with things, albeit with a bit more resilience, learning how to fill out an outline like it is second grade all over again.

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  1. Lynn Hicks says:

    Trace,
    Just read both posts. Well written, I’m glad I read them. So many lessons about relationships, expectations. I wish you and Kristin well and hope to see you either out here or in Durham. We will miss you in Chatham, but I know you will make an exciting new life there, and new friends are lucky you are there.
    ((hugs))
    Lynn

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about my disappearance

About my disappearance

By now, if you are local, you know that Kristin and I left Circle Acres. The reasons are deep and involve many differences in ideology, communication styles and lifestyle choices. My sobriety factors very heavily in this move as does my desire to be less accountable and responsible to an increasingly distant and foreign collective. A strong sense of misplaced entitlement pervades that place, which is something that I cannot support in any way. Living rent free while someone else carries the financial water is not anarchist, not friendly and not nice. The others may argue that this isn’t the case, but all I have to do is read through old emails and bank records to see how things went down,  get a glimpse of what should have been some serious red flags and see that I made many mistakes in making a path for this coddled land project.

At this point I have soured on the idea of collective living, understanding that anarchists tend to either thrive in that environment or find it too constrictive. As a very independent but collectively motivated individual, it is very hard for me to see the decision making process leave me behind. So we’ll move on, do our own thing and hope to remain decent with the larger spheres of community that we all populate. We may have wasted our time as part of Circle Acres, but regrets will never make us better people. The bitterness will fade as the freshness of it all moves along with the calendar, as new projects are presented and new people appear in our lives. As you encounter us in real life you may sense a bit of apprehension or distance; please be patient. No one can ever say that the two of us don’t work hard and get shit done.

Oh, and we are “city mice” once again…

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  1. Ruffin says:

    Sorry to hear things ended like they did. Thanks for your work, and keep up the blogging.

  2. Aliza says:

    Have you ever read/heard of Drop City by T.C. Boyle? It’s one of my favorite books about collective living and all of the conflicts about freeloading, complex relationships, politics vs. fun, that you touched on in your post.

  3. Trace says:

    I haven’t heard of it, but I will look it up for sure.

    I did forget to mention that Kristin and I ceased having fun there a couple years ago while everyone else seemed to have nothing but fun. That surely took its toll on us, but in just the few days of being away from there our “personalities” are coming back.

  4. Patti says:

    Sounds like my ex-marriage. Watching the larger politics in the world, I’m wondering more if it’s just the nature of humans – the people willing to shoulder responsibility are taken advantage of by entitled types, both in personal relationships and in the business practices of corporations.

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manure

Manure

Adah and Kathryn have made friends with all the neighbors and have struck deals with many of them on various projects. Up in Jerry’s orchard they are planting popcorn and meal corn. I went up to help them spread manure this weekend only to find that their first planting (from two weeks ago) had been eaten by crows and blackbirds. So that part of the field received a fresh drench of manure.

In the above photo you can see Jerry on his tractor discing in some overwintered red clover. It was starting to go to seed, the bees were finished with it and it was time to incorporate the organic matter.

The manure came from an auction stockyard to the west of Siler City. Apparently there are livestock auctions there frequently with all flavors of beasts present. The manure was a mixture of pig, goat, horse and cow as well as plastic bottles, beer caps and empty match packets. Kind of like the leaves we get from the Siler City street cleaners but with more of an ammonia bite to it.

Hopefully this round of planting is able to sprout and grow. Adah and Kat are putting row cover over the seeds and installing some scarecrows. I guess we’ll know in a week or two whether those two methods get the seeds through the first phase and into the next battle – deer.

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the bowling ball

The bowling ball

Things are sometimes difficult at Circle Acres. Just the fact that there are ten different people going in ten different directions at ten different times of the day is enough to make things a bit of a mess. Add two or three WWOOFers, dogs, cats, chickens, and various other components and you have yourself a pretty good stew.

I am the first to admit that I am sometimes very cranky to deal with especially if I get woken up. A few weeks ago, Brother was analyzing his bowling ball fetish at 11:30 at night. The backstory is that Gray found a blue bowling ball in the dumpster, brought it home and gave it a roll across the grass. Brother immediately took a fancy to it and began making a very strange sort of noise that no one had heard him make before. The strange thing is that he does not make the noise with any other type of ball or stick or animal. Only the bowling ball provokes this response.

So back to a few weeks ago. The sound of Brother’s yipping echoed through the trees, through the grass and through the tarp that covers the area behind my pillow. I calmly put on my head lamp and rubber boots, walked down the path and past the trampoline where Gray and Adah were giggling, found Brother’s glowing eyes and squeals of joy, took his bowling ball from him, threw it into a ditch full of water and quietly went back to bed.

Now the bowling ball lives in the ditch full of water, waiting for the summer drought. Brother also awaits the return of the romance.

 

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Trace lives in Durham, NC with his partner Kristin. They were joined by baby Tennessee Lynn in April 2012.
Trace is not a talker. Trace also thinks it is a little weird to talk about himself in the third person.

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  1. Linda Welborn says:

    Brother is my grand dog and I’ll tell Gray that he needs a curfew :)

  2. Marlow says:

    This is hilarious! Much like Hazel and her exercise ball! ALSO, there’s no way that you’re grumpier than I am when woken up. It scares even me.

demolition

Demolition

After the flu knocked me down around New Year’s, I spent a bit of time knocking around in the old bathroom of the house.  I took out the fixtures, the drywall, some of the other crap. Kristin joined in a bit later, hauling out the salvageable framing or making trips to the dump. It was slow going for the next few weeks.

A work party in late January helped us remove the roofing from the back addition, which included the old bathroom. After that it was primarily a Kristin and Trace demolition team. Two and half months in – with help from Julia, Kathryn, Joe, Matthew and Ben and Kathleen – we have almost finished with that demolition.

From here it is on to site work, engineering plans, strawbale selection, milling cypress, outlining workshops and lining up volunteers and apprentices all while figuring out how to pay for it all.

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do your dirty work

Do your dirty work

Progress on the house continues to move in the deconstruction phase. The roof is off of the two story, stacks of de-nailed wood grow larger and there is a sense that the demolition will take just a few more weeks. As always, there is photographic evidence of progress –

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  1. Marlow says:

    Saw Danielle this morning in Durham. I told her that today and tomorrow are the only weekend in March I’m working. I want to see the crew at Circle Acres pronto. What ya’ll got going on this month?

  2. Trace says:

    Just so you know, you will be assigned a hammer or crowbar when you arrive.

  3. Emma says:

    The 1928 on that demo’d board…When the house was built? Cool find.

  4. Trace says:

    It was probably from one of the first additions to the main house (there were three total additions – bathroom, kitchen, living room. We currently live in the living room.

life in reverse

Life in Reverse

We raised turkeys this year. What started in April ended a few weeks ago. We started with 26 birds and ended with 15, the biggest loss of animals we have experienced. The process was long, the costs were high and I made up my mind to not raise up turkeys for sale ever again.  I might like to raise up some free roaming meat chickens in the future, but meat is not something that we have trouble finding.

Kristin and I kept one turkey to eat for ourselves. It was a big one for the two of us, probably 16 pounds. It was the bird that Gray and I practiced the slaughtering process on, hoping that things would go smoothly when it was time to kill the rest of the birds.

There were a variety of sizes, anywhere from 5 pounds to 18 pounds. We had thought that the birds would be much bigger given how long we had them and how much food they ate, but it just didn’t work out that way.

We decided that we would ask that the people who bought the birds to come out and help with the processing. Pretty much everyone was willing, so we had plenty of people out to help and even a few folks who just wanted the experience.

There was a lot of teaching going on as well as a lot of specialization. Rob, Jennie and I did most of the gutting while Gray, Noel and Ben took care of the killing, scalding and de-feathering.

Amber, Chris and Will each processed their own birds.  Jeremy and Matt helped in the gutting even though they would not end up taking a bird home.

The whole process took about four hours, from start to clean up. The entrails went to the pigs to eat, the feathers went to the compost and the birds went home with their eaters.

By the end of the day, the turkey pen was disassembled, all the posts put up and the water and feed buckets emptied.

We raised Midget White and Burbon Red, both heritage breeds.

Hard to believe that we got the turkeys when they were just one day old. They lived in the brooder for six weeks before moving into their “training” pen which we moved every few days.

Usually folks would start with the poults and move to the finished meal, but I think the story does better in reverse. I welcome your thoughts on that…

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  1. The pictures of the process make me happy. In my opinion, most individuals that consume the “Traditional Holiday Bird” have no desire to know where, how and what all goes into raising it. I did the same thing as ya’ll, but at a friends property. The only quam I had with my process, is that I stressed it out a little to much before slaughter. I stiil feel a little bad about this. The bird I did this year was allowed to truley free roam around. This in turn made it a little more tough. I did brine the bird for 2 days, but it was not enough. I should have then broke down the carcass to apply seperate cooking aplications. The flavor on the other hand was unmatched by any commercially raised bird.
    I truley respect what you all are doing at Circle Acers. Please don’t hate on me for my spelling and grammer. hehe….Keep on Keepin’ On!!!

  2. I’m so impressed that the people purchasing the birds were willing to be part of the slaughter! Good for you and them for respecting the source of your food. Very interesting photos, too.

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villagize

Villagize

I am not sure that “villagize” is an actual word, but I am going to use it anyway. I don’t know of another way to describe what has been happening out at Circle Acres over the last few months. New people are coming out with the intention of staying for awhile and establishing themselves.

This is all a bit of good and a bit of bad, with it mostly being pretty exciting.  The bad is that our infrastructure is lacking in some key areas, mainly water access and possibly heated living space. For the most part, the people coming out are pretty resilient and not too terribly bothered by much. Which is good, because an upcoming house project will need resilient folks…

 

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Trace lives in Durham, NC with his partner Kristin. They were joined by baby Tennessee Lynn in April 2012.
Trace is not a talker. Trace also thinks it is a little weird to talk about himself in the third person.

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bringing in the garlic

Bringing in the garlic

Gray and the WWOOFers (Ricardo and Cecelia) harvested several rows of garlic from the back field. The garlic was bunched, labeled and loaded into our neighbors barn for drying.  From there, the bulbs will be combed through for next year’s seed garlic.  The rest will go to market, into CSA boxes and into our meals.

Transport happens with the Safety 1st kid carrier and the farm bike. The kid carrier has hauled a wide array of items – food and tools on the farm, groceries in the city. I picked it up for free in Wilmington a billion years ago. It, like me, has seen its share of work.

After unloading, Kristin and I shared the view from the barn doors on the upper level.

And I got to act like I was jumping down to intercept Brother…

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  1. Danielle says:

    I stumbled upon Cricket Bread today. I can’t stop reading. I think I’m in love… with all of you.

it is just one strawberry

It is just one strawberry

My weekends have evaporated into something that I have yet to name.  They have become something that I enjoy – warm, heavy with work and chores, meaningful in the way that objectives are completed. But at the same time, there can be come tedious monotony in the day, a weird existence in blisters and staring down a long row of uninterrupted wild garlic.

Then, between the chickweed and the grass clumps, the first strawberry flower of the year comes into peripheral vision.  I stop. I stop and I think deeply. At some point this flower will turn into a berry, starting off white and green and solid.  From there the fruit moves into pink and on into deep red, the yellow seeds dimpling the fruit in diamond patterns.  Someone will eat it.  It could quite possibly be me or someone else from Circle Acres. Or it could be a CSA member or a market customer.

Not a big deal.  It is just a strawberry.

But it is a big deal when I think on it some more. We are growing something that someone is going to put in their bodies. They are going to use the sugar and vitamins in that berry to do things. They will walk to the mailbox or push in the clutch or scramble an egg using the energy from that berry. When I sat there weeding and thinking about that flower and following it through its development and on through the blood vessels and organs and paths of digestion and protein building and ATP and the breaking and formation of energy bonds and cell walls and divisions and… Well, it all made me a bit insane for a second.  I had to catch myself, get my head back together.

It is just one strawberry.

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  1. Emma says:

    What a great early in the season observation. It is so true! Those little beings do a heck of a lot-Thanks,
    Emma

  2. fLoreign says:

    I saved some semi-wild strawberry plants last year and I am hoping for a little sweet reward this season, but I am so focused on my research I completely dropped out of the nature’s timeline.
    Thanks for the reminder.

the economics of scavenging greenhouse edition

The economics of scavenging – greenhouse edition

We at Circle Acres are committed scavengers. Group dumpster runs are part of the fabric of our collective. These runs provide needed goods for the farm as well as plenty of food for shared meals.

Scavenging also includes gleaning scrap lumber from neighboring demolition projects, concrete pieces (urbanite), old greenhouse plastic, bamboo, hay twine, nails, and irrigation drip tape. Combine all those elements and you get a really decent and basic greenhouse.

The process started with a bamboo harvest – this ingredient was necessary for putting together the top framing as well as the side ribs.

The ends of the greenhouse were built with downed cedar trees that we pulled out of the woods as well as scrap lumber from a demolition up the road from us.  There were also a few pieces from a recent gutting of a few rooms in our house.

The plastic came from an organic farm near the NC coast as did the drip tape that was used to staple through and hold the plastic to the framing.

Photo from Danielle

Total cost for this greenhouse (not including labor of course) is somewhere between $5 and $15 depending on who you ask.  I think the staples were at least $4 for the box, but calculating how many nails were purchased versus how many were scavenged is difficult.

Regardless, the greenhouse is ready for seed flats and a jump-start on the season.  Anyone interested in our CSA?

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  1. Wow that greenhouse looks great. I hope to build a hoop house like that in the next year or so. I like the use of bamboo. You will have to let us all know how well it holds up.

  2. fLoreign says:

    Can you give more details into how and where you got the bamboo sticks (I know for a fact they do not occur naturally in the Carolinas) and the translucent tarp, especially for this amazing price?

total lawn elimination using no till beds

Total lawn elimination using no-till beds

I don’t like mowing a yard, especially when the yard is on a farm.  It irritates me to push a noisy piece of machinery over a piece of land that yields no food for me or the others living here.  The roaming rooster and guineas glean a little here and there, but there really are not impressed with the selection at this particular salad bar.  A yard is great for a picnic, but I would prefer a pasture for a picnic any day.

I am vowing that this coming year the mowing will be minimized.  Going in are perennial beds, hugelkultur mounds, insectory plants by the hundreds and a kitchen garden for fun.  The front yard outside of mine and Kristin’s door is the first to fall.  Step one is to kill the grass or otherwise remove it. Well, actually step one is to figure out where the beds will go and do some measuring and flagging.

A few years ago I attended a workshop at the annual CFSA conference presented by Susana from Salamander Springs Farm. The workshop was all about building no-till beds on top of grass.  I finally found the notes in one of the piles of notebooks that I have only recently brought together into one pile.  The notes spell out a no-till “Layer Cake” garden bed recipe:

Step one – “The Plate” consists of large sheets of cardboard laid over existing pasture or lawn.

Step two – “The Cake” consists of several inches of manure or compost.

Step three – “The Frosting” consists of mulch such as leaves, old hay, shredded paper and straw.

Step four – “The Baking” consists of letting it all settle and rot for three to four months.

Step five – “The Eating” consists of pulling the mulch back to put in plants and replenishing the mulch as the plants grow.

For our cardboard needs we almost always head to Siler City.  The dollar stores’ Dumpsters are usually a nice jackpot for all sizes of box, not necessarily a requirement to fit most mulching needs.  For larger jobs we would hit furniture and appliance stores.  The boxes are bigger and thicker providing more grass and weed killing power.  For uniformity of boxes, the local ABC Liquor store would be perfect.  Most folks hit them up for packing boxes.  For wax boxes, hit the grocery… Since this particular project was just a piece of a front yard, the dollar store cardboard works well.  The only problem is the tape.  There is a lot of tape to remove and dispose of.

While peeling off tape, you get to see where all the crap products come from and come through.  Most of the importers seem to be in New York City of New Jersey.  The origins are India, China, Korea, Vietnam.  None of the boxes were made from recycled material (no notices on the boxes), so I will probably be mulching with cardboard descended directly from trees, most likely trees from Canada.  That is a long way to go in order to get into my front yard.  The boxes also have loads of staples, fabric tape and heavy duty packing tape holding everything together.

The value of the boxes and its associated connectors is probably higher than the value of the stuff inside the box. I know the value of what I am about to grow on and through those boxes is higher than the box plus the stuff inside.  And then some – mostly because so much comes from the cardboard.  Earthworms tunnel under and through it; pill bugs, beetles and earwigs make their home in the crevices between the layers; fungal mycelia run like branching rivers throughout the whole bit.  All of this activity leads to the decomposition of the still useful organic matter and carbon that is nestled within the cardboard.

What would have taken years to happen with the use of a new log, the loggers, grinders, pulpers, pressers, importers and exporters have made into a readily available haven for all sorts of micro and macro interactions. But the folks at the end of the box-chain would have just thrown it away or possibly recycled it into more cardboard that would eventually be thrown away (nothing against recycling cardboard) whereas we at Circle Acres have really recycled the box and returned it to its rightful place – rotting on the ground and being digested by those who can do such a thing.

The only drawback to this system is that it takes a really long time to build.  For one person, by hand, estimate at least two hours to go twenty five feet.  Then of course there is the “baking” part, but after three or four months the area should be grass and weed free.  It will also be a nutritious place to start off new Spring plants for Summer harvest.

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  1. Ali says:

    another great post! Love the easy to remember layer cake idea & that those boxes are doing so much more than they would have. Can’t wait to see how it looks after all the baking & eating. :)

    Hope you are all doing great. Miss you in Wilmington, but this is such a wonderful thing you are doing out there!

  2. Nicole says:

    No-till gardening is the best! I did a garden (20′x30′) in our backyard last year using this method and it’s worked wonderfully! Instead of cardboard though I used a few layers of wet newspaper and then piled about 6-8″ of compost on top that we got from the city on the cheap. I planted in the spring and didn’t have any problems with grass throughout the growing season. And, then all I am planning to do this year is add some leaves on top and do a little hand tilling and hopefully it’ll be good to go. I’ve also seen this method of gardening called “lasagna” gardening – there’s a decent book on it, but it’s quite repetitive. Digging the website, Trace!

  3. Jacquie says:

    you’re on the right track! I lived in an area that was all heavy clay — nothing but acid-loving weeds grew. Over the winter as produce disappeared from the freezer, I would restock with bagged vegetable clippings, fruit cores etc. – anything edible and not meat or fat. In the spring and during the summer I would layer these “saved goodies” between the cardboard, raked-up dead grass, newly-pulled green grass, newspaper (black ink only), and weeds pulled from existing garden beds, whatever I could find. Do not laugh…I even piled in deer and moose droppings. Throughout all of these layers I sprinkled generously the soil from one bed left unplanted for this purpose along with the soil mulch found in the woods by uprooted trees. Within a few years I had several beds all producing abundantly. Every fall I would add spoilt produce collected from wherever I could find some and made sure earthworms were present to do their work over the winter. Beautiful soil!

sweet potato harvest

Sweet potato harvest

First frost can be a hassle for season extension.  Rows have to be covered with fabric or plastic or buried in mulch.  Our first frost was last Sunday, and not much got covered.  The struggling cucumbers were easily killed as were the sweet potato vines.  Basil seemed to hold up; straw covered tomatoes also stood through the cold air.

Noel read up on how frost can affect sweet potatoes and determined that it would be best if we dug them up promptly.  Another frost was coming, we had the hands needed to get the job done and it seemed like a fun project for a Monday evening.

We had planted quite a few varieties to see how they would come out.  The sizes and yields varied with the only constant being that the roots may have been held back by the thick clay soil.  Sweet potatoes really prefer a light soil and a long frost-free growing season.  Our area is great for the frost-free part but not so much on the for the light soil.

Kristin, Gray, Noel and myself tore up the dying vines, feeding them to the waiting pigs.  Pigs love sweet potato vines. They are great nutrition for people as well.  Next year I plan to try to ferment a few and see how they taste.

With the dying vines pulled up we had to race a dropping sun.  We dug as much as we could in the fading light, but ended up resorting to head lamps for the last hour of harvesting.  I’m not sure if we missed any in the surrounding darkness.  I guess we’ll find out in the Spring when volunteers start shooting up from the soil.

The potatoes spent the night in our room cuddling with the wood stove.  Noel and Gray moved them into the greenhouse to cure for a while.  Curing is a whole other scene…

 

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Trace lives in Durham, NC with his partner Kristin. They were joined by baby Tennessee Lynn in April 2012.
Trace is not a talker. Trace also thinks it is a little weird to talk about himself in the third person.

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  1. Logan MB says:

    Love the image of hands digging through the vines and straw – but I want to see some headlight harvesting! Some long shutter speeds and motion blurs with an electric blue sky!

  2. Trace says:

    I had to put the camera down and get to work, but would have loved to pick it back up for the headlamp shots. Hands caked in clay can be difficult to move on little camera buttons as well. The balance between work and developing my skills in photography is irritating sometimes.

  3. While Wwoofing, I worked for this guy that tried to grow mangoes on a cliff face. For some reason, small business commercial farms in Spain think growing things out of rock on the side of steep hills is a good idea.

    The Spaniard had 1000 young trees. They had an unusual frost last year and lost about 300 and had to regraft almost 500, which means they wouldn’t be producing for that year. I have a feeling that this may happen again to him this year. He’ll probably end up having to do a poly-tunnel on each terrace.

    On that I wish him good luck. I’m not a fan of commercial farming.

    Here’s a pic, sorry for the long link
    http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_2LwRrLsUpPY/SuiN4CPRFlI/AAAAAAAAAPs/UZKJsFibJ7Q/s1600-h/Picture+5.png

    So pretty in the picture, not at all the hell it is in actuality. The tred on my boots melted off out there. Extreme sports agriculture!

wood stove season

Wood stove season

A small wood stove is our heat source for our horribly cold room.  There are drafts, holes and absolutely no insulation.  It is drywall, studs and then exterior brick.  Nothing to hold the heat in or keep the cold out.  One of the windows is broken with plastic taped over the holes.  Oh, and the ceiling is open to the rafters…

Last Winter was our first season in the room and our first time using wood heat.  We learned a lot in the process:

  • We cut wood as we needed it instead of stockpiling.  This led to some shortages and some work in the dark as we scrambled for a night’s worth of wood.
  • We didn’t have a damper in the stove pipe.  This led to most of the heat going up and out the chimney.  It also meant that we had to feed the fire every three hours.  I guess it was like having a newborn baby but with way more cussing and shivering.
  • We didn’t have electricity run, so we didn’t have an overhead fan.  Heat went up and up and out.

So we fixed some things, and we are in a little different place this year.  First, we have a ceiling fan wired up.  It keeps the hot air down at our level and helps with heat distribution.

Second, I put a damper in the stove pipe.  This closes off the stove from the chimney, allowing the wood to burn longer  in the stove.  Since the stove is pretty old, it is not airtight.  Without the damper air is sucked through the openings in the stove, making the fire burn hotter and shorter.

Third, we started cutting and splitting wood when it warmer outside and not needed for burning.

Last night we fired up the stove for the first time this season.  We went through eight pieces of wood from six in the evening until morning, much less than our average last year and with no need to load it after we went to bed.  The fire kept the room very toasty all night long.  It was so warm that I slept on top of my sleeping bag.  Kristin felt is was uncomfortably hot under her covers.  This tells me that we might have figured out the formula to keep warm this year.

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  1. Patti says:

    I live in an urban house – we have an oil furnace, but I mostly use my airtight woodstove fireplace insert. I buy “energy logs” by the pallet (kind of like big presto logs with no additives, made from wood processing waste sawdust), stored in my basement, and trade homemade pickles and cookies for woodscraps from local millwork/cabinet guys. I love the kind of involvement the fire demands, the figuring out part, finding the balance of air flow and types of wood – turning up the heat means throwing in some soft wood scraps, cedar is the best when you can find it, and makes a wonderful crackling sound and miniature fireworks.

    I love reading your blog. I need to live in the city, but your writing wakes up that ache for the country.

calling organic volunteers wwoofers grow foodies

Calling organic volunteers – wwoofers – Grow Foodies

Now going into our second year with our land project, we have decided to start accepting volunteers on short or seasonal terms. From our Grow Food profile:

Circle Acres is a collective land project seeking to create a self sustaining ecosystem that provides its inhabitants and community with food, fuel, and medicine while moving away from mechanization, resource extraction and consumerism. Utilizing biological processes to meet our needs while making use of the unending stream of “waste” produced by the current system. We are nestled in Chatham County, NC a small community with a strong sustainable agriculture presence.

It is our first year on the land so there are lots of projects underway and lots of learning opportunities to jump headfirst into.Some of the things you can potentially learn about while here include:

Permaculture, wildcrafting, rainwater catchment, human scale food production, sheet mulching, establishing a food forest, small scale animal husbandry, goat milking, growing medicinal herbs, making tinctures, vermicomposting, charcoal production, hugelkultur, growing mushrooms, graywater systems, grafting, seed saving, scything, dumpster diving, homemade potting soil from local materials, and cob construction.

We ask that work traders help out 20 hrs. a week with farm activities, and help on a rotational schedule with dish duties and cooking. Food will be provided along with tent accommodation.We are all omnivores but can accommodate vegetarians and vegans though there may be occasions you will have to take responsibility for your own meal needs. Circle Acres is still in its infancy so accommodations are rustic. We shower outdoors and get about 2 gallons of hot water at a time. So if you are in need of more traditional living quarters we may not be the best match, but if you have an adventurous heart and yearn to be a part of creating a Truly sustainable system you’ve found the right place.

No pets please.

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  1. Sarah says:

    I’ve been following your blog closely for some time. Id be very interested in coming to volunteer. how should I go about doing that>? blessings, Sarah

it is the in between

It is the in between

I spend some days alone at our place, twelve acres of heat and humidity and chiggers and ticks and a rooster that won’t shut up.  The animals don’t talk so much as scream at a person – feed me, get away from me, look at me, don’t chase me, where have you been all day…

When I wake up I have to clear my throat to get words to come out, words like “hey piggles, you wake up too!”  or “get off the bed you lazy animals”.

I am ignored as the cat just twitches an ear, irritated but with a full belly and another eighteen hours of sleep to look forward to.

It feels like I just wander around on those alone days, tinkering around on slightly neglected projects, working from a list that has no written equivalent.  It isn’t until everyone returns that I realize I have accomplished anything, making me realize that I do have a function even if no one is around to prove it to themselves or to report it to others.  It is simply me moving through the life I have chosen.

It is those alone days that I know concretely that I have chosen well, that all five of us non-human animals have chosen well, that we are some of the luckiest people to ever sign a land title.

Watch out, we are just getting started.

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  1. gary phillips says:

    Very sweet essay, Trace. I resonate with it, every day.

  2. Mike says:

    That 18 hours of sleep sounds pretty good…

  3. Marlow says:

    Really love this bit of writing!!

Boss bites on my shoes

what happens when your friends become your food

What happens when your friends become your food

I spend quite a bit of time with our pigs.  Although they are doing work for circleAcres, they could be considered my project.  I move their fence and dumpster their food and make sure their house is in order.  This isn’t to say that the other folks don’t help out with all this, but I am the primary contact with the three piggles.

I pull the lice out of their ears.  That alone makes us pretty tight.

Boss bites on my shoes

Kristin has become attached to them, giving them their nightly belly scratching and making sure they have enough of everything that they need.  As I alluded to in a previous post, it is because of her view of the way these pigs live that she may be able to eat them when the time comes.  She has been vegan/vegetarian for thirteen years, about half her life, so it is a step that has not been considered lightly or without questions.

Slug says hey

I spent some time as a vegan/vegetarian, some five years or so, but as the saying goes, “if you aren’t now then you never were”.  Or maybe that is a straightedge thing.  My reasons for that life were political and human based, focusing largely on the interactions of people in the food system.  Animal rights and treatment were a close secondary consideration but not the major thrust for action.  Living that life greatly informed my decision to eat entirely local and make a conscious decision every time I make a food purchase.

Alf eats some cabbage

I have eaten meat for the last few years and, with very few exceptions, I know exactly where that meat comes from.  I have to allow some exemptions (such as the weekly free lunch at a church in Pittsboro), but I have to have a pretty good reason and it has to be from a local restaurant or store.

But in a few months, all my pork will have come from a few hundred yards away.

Boss in the pasture

This brings up the issue of how to deal with ending the life of an animal who has shared your space and your time and your close interactions.  I haven’t had to actually address the feelings before simply because this will be the first time I have raised an animal with the intent to eventually kill and eat it.

All three piggles

I can say that the best way to avoid any attachment is to treat the animal simply as a machine, a machine that needs to be checked on once in awhile in order to change the oil or put more fuel in the tank.  This is how many farmers treat everything on their farm – human labor, soil, resources.  Since I am trying to live a new example, I cannot get away with treating non-human farm residents as inferior or not worth any extra effort.  They are not machines; none of the components around me is a machine although sometimes I fail to see that.

All three piggles

I need to know firsthand that I have created a space in which the pigs feel safe, cared for and unstressed and are able to fully enjoy being pigs.  This means mud holes and tall grass, real dirt and kind words.  It means that when it comes down to it there can be some sort of peace between the killer and the killed, that the sadness and harshness of the process of taking lives can be tempered in some way and that life up until the end can be human interpreted as “happy”.

Without trying to justify any action, we, as the users of this food, have to take responsibility for the actions needed to place a meat meal on our plates.  We cannot do that unless we know where our food comes from.

 

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About Trace

Trace lives in Durham, NC with his partner Kristin. They were joined by baby Tennessee Lynn in April 2012.
Trace is not a talker. Trace also thinks it is a little weird to talk about himself in the third person.

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  1. Logan MB says:

    This is a great post, Trace. Thanks for taking the time to articulate the thoughts that I know many people share.

    Looking forward to seeing y’all soon!

  2. Brian says:

    I respect your efforts Trace. Looking forward to getting to read the commentary, if you choose to post one, after the meal; again if there is one….

  3. Dave says:

    I imagine it will be a very long moment when you raise up whatever item you are planning to kill him or her with. You’re obviously not the typical person who raises animals for slaughter or slaughters them for a living. They have come to see the animal as a commodity, or at worst, a piece of living garbage to be dealt with (I would think it the only way to do this regularly). Their actions are not filtered through a thoughtful perspective and they can kill without questioning. Or maybe not; I don’t really know.

  4. William says:

    Hi Trace,

    Enjoy your photography and commentary! And I appreciate the thought you have put into the dilemma of killing and consuming your piggie pals. That thought process alone sets you apart from the vast majority of animal farmers in the world. You are definitely to be commended for creating a lifestyle for your pigs that lets them express all their porcine sensibilities — their “pigness,” as Joel Salatin likes to say. The pictures of your co-laborers on your farm gives evidence of the healthy life you’ve provided for them.

    Could I add another thought here (as a vegan)? I think the very fact that you care about the dilemma you’ve created (killing that which you have “created” and grown to care for) is evidence that harvesting animals for food is an unnatural act. It’s easy to grow to feel the same way about a pig as we do about a dog or cat. They all enjoy belly rubs and ear-scratches and demonstrate pure pleasure that a tomato plant or tractor can not. You are certainly accurate to conclude that farm animals aren’t machines. It’s why we don’t kill and eat our pet dogs while they do in other cultures. There is obvious a lot of cultural confusion about what to do with animals we grow to care about. I think your sensitivity to the needs and ultimate end of your pigs is evidence that something in you/us wants NOT to kill them and eat them.

    That reality then begs the question, Why should we? There is nothing in animal flesh that we need for good health that is not available in plants (with the possible exception of vitamin B-12 which, if we didn’t sanitize and cook our field crops, we’d get plenty of from the naturally-occurring bacteria that produce B-12)—and much that we don’t need (saturated fat, cholesterol, etc.). Therefore, eating animal flesh ultimately boils down to appetite and economics: Meat (fat) has a taste humans grow to like, and raising animals free-range is perhaps economically motivating.

    So if taste and economics are the two main reasons for eating animals, we’ve only complicated our dilemma: We have now elevated our taste and pocketbook as higher values than the existence and pleasure of other sentient beings. In other words, we have to say to our porkers (chickens, cows), “I don’t need to kill you in order to be healthy, but I’m going to kill you because you taste good and you’re worth more to me dead than alive.” Ouch! No wonder we feel conflicted about the act.

    Please don’t take my thoughts as adversarial, Trace. As I’ve said, I commend you for the public and deliberate way you’re working through your relationship to the animals you’re raising. I hope other animal farmers will learn from your example and that your commentary will stimulate further helpful and healthy dialogue on what is, at best, a complicated issue.

    Ultimately, of course, I wish the human race could learn to co-exist with the non-human species in a non-confrontational way. Idealistic, perhaps, but as a Bible reader I see that peaceful coexistence was the pattern in the beginning (Genesis 2:19-20) and will be in the coming peaceable kingdom (Isaiah 11:6-9). Both man and animals were apparently created to be vegan (Genesis 1:29-30), though that pattern has been maligned through the ages. But I still think it represents the ideal to strive for. Dilemmas are not always avoidable, but the original plant-based pattern for living allows us to avoid the self-imposed angst we feel about loving, then consuming, our non-human friends.

    Thanks again for sharing your thoughts and providing a forum for feedback and discussion. Best wishes in all your endeavors and efforts to create a food “system” that is sustainable and satisfying to all its participants, human and non-human alike.

  5. Trace says:

    William –

    Thanks for the comments. One of the reasons I choose to eat meat, eggs and cheese again is that I was unable to meet my dietary needs with a local plant based diet. I tried not to eat fortified manufactured foods and my health suffered for it. During, but mostly after, my illness I became a “post-vegetarian food activist”, one of many that seem to populate my generation of anarchists.

    I don’t feel that it is unnatural to live among non-human animals and eventually eat them. We enter a very symbiotic relationship of work and give and take that connects us among distinct seasons and other points of time.

    I disagree on the statement about meat that it has “much that we don’t need (saturated fat, cholesterol, etc.)”. The human body uses fat and cholesterol for a reason, and I think the only reason humans have been able to colonize the bulk of the planet is because of access to non-plant sources of energy (be they insects, meat, milk or eggs). Urbanization has allowed for the ease of transitioning to a vegan diet, but I would wager that a collapse of civilization would erase that ease within months. Not that I think that will happen but it must be acknowledged.

  6. Ali says:

    I am in awe.

    I completely respect your ability to do this & have to say as a meat eater my whole life (although no pork for over a decade), I don’t think I would have the strength to eat one I have grown to love & who has learned to trust me. Good luck & I hope you realize how special you all are living this life. Inspiring… yet again. :)

  7. Salla says:

    I just found your blog, and I appreciate it very much! In those beautiful pictures of your pigs you very well capture the dilemma of a sensitive carnivore. But isn’t it so that since we humans are so timid when facing our own mortality, we don’t want to be confronted by the fact that life, in order to go on, requires death? The more we are into prolonging our own lives by unnatural means, the less we want to know of death, not as it is in movies or computer games, but for real. I was 29 before I saw a dead person for the first time, and yet I don’t know if I could ever bring myself to kill an animal bigger than a mosquito. But I see it as the only way we have: to face and embrace death, life and rebirth, and accept our own weakness and mortality. Then we can perhaps try to go on with living on this planet Earth, a bit more in sync with it than we are now.

  8. Morgan says:

    I have thought and rethought whether to switch to a vegetarian or vegan diet and I’ve decided for the time being that my family would be well-served by reducing our meat intake to a few times a week (local and responsibly raised), but not eliminating it all together. As with a lot of of lifestyle changes, it is easier to achieve an 80 percent change than a 100 percent change (i.e. raw food diet or car-free lifestyle). Plus, I’ve read that soy — which many vegans rely on for protein — presents its own health and environmental problems.

    By the way, I just wrote about NC farmers who have made the switch from CAFO to pastured pork, so people of all stripes and backgrounds are trying to make a difference:

    http://www.news-record.com/blog/52580/entry/67616

  9. David says:

    Human selfishness never ceases to amaze me.

  10. Kathy says:

    I could never raise any animal with the intent of raising it for food….I’d rather eat tree bark.

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  12. janet babin says:

    Thanks to Trace for posting. And to William for articulating so beautifully.
    i wonder now about Kristin….and whether she’s still a vegan.

  13. Trace says:

    Janet:

    No, she is not. She has been eating the pork since last December. We currently have three pigs that are nearing the end of their stay with us. I think the sadness is just as strong or stronger this year as it was last year, but this is how we have chosen to live. In order to do that we have to kill.

    Trace

  14. Perpetua says:

    I just read this post–realize its a little out of date–however–I completely see your thought process on this. And I completely admire it. That said—I could never create that situation for myself. Oh my goodness!!! I already know I would be living with those three pigs in the house by the time Winter came. You are very brave–not so much for the killing part—but for setting up that situation–or is it an expirement?– in your life and to keep on with it. I keep saying I want a small farm down the line, so, maybe I’ll be stronger when that time comes. For now, I’ll just say WOW. And I would be interested to hear the End of the Story. Oh and also—your point about Veganism not being able to last the break down of society is so correct in my humble view. A deciding factor in my personal ethics–when terms of “natural” and “unnatural” come up, are along those lines. Not that I am expecting apocolpyse any time soon, but I do factor in that kind of questioning.

a new generation of farmers emerges circle acres primer

“A New Generation of Farmers Emerges” – Circle Acres primer

From USA Today (July 14th edition):

It’s like being ‘a ninja’

The farmers often live very frugally, Philpott says. “You typically produce lots of food, and that cuts down on your food costs.”

Jennifer Belknap, 36, and her husband, Jim McGinn, 43, are old-timers. Their Rochester, Wash., farm, Rising River, dates to 1994. Belknap estimates they net $30,000 a year. They live off the land and keep other expenses to a minimum.

It’s like “being a ninja,” says Fleming, in Nevis, N.Y. You have to be fluid, flexible, an activist and an entrepreneur, she says. “We’re working against the odds. The educational system, the economic system, the subsidies, the tax structure for land owners,” none of them are focused on helping tiny organic farmers, she says.

Trace Ramsey, 35, one of five farmers at Circle Acres in Silk Hope, N.C., works a full-time job and devotes weekends and nights to the farm. “Having a steady paycheck really helps with upfront costs like buying feed or cover crop seed,” he says.

Ramsey worked as a technology manager for a small company for five years after graduating from the State University of New York-Genesee, where he majored in biology.

He met up with a group of like-minded friends and they decided to start a farm together. They spent six years saving and planning and looking for land to buy around the country. They finally settled on North Carolina because it had access to consumers wanting organic produce and there already was a strong organic farming community there. Their 2-year-old farm sells to CSAs, some restaurants and the local Whole Foods.

Ramsey stages what young farmers are calling “crop mobs.” A local farm puts out the word that it’s holding a crop mob to untangle drip irrigation lines or pick sweet potatoes. A crowd descends, works for the afternoon, gets fed a big dinner and then has a party and dances until dawn.

“You can do a week’s worth of work in five hours if you have 50 people,” he says. “It creates such a huge connection between everybody. Living in a rural area, you don’t often have much chance to see folks every day like our urban contemporaries.”

There are five of us at Circle Acres – four owners and an apprentice.  We bought our land two years ago, and we started our project in earnest this February.  We continue to improve new areas for planting.  We are currently growing produce on 1/4 of an acre.  Goats and pigs and chicken occupy another 1/4 acre.

We grow food for ourselves and the surrounding communities.  We do not ship to faraway places.

We live pretty simple lifestyles away from television, mass marketed products and wholesale appeal.  We feed ourselves with the food we grow as well as food we salvage from the trash.  We live apart from the mainstream and have no interest in it.  Email does not reach us at night or on the weekends, but we are available by phone if we can catch a signal.  However, we are not back-to-the-landers or hippies or gun nuts or dropouts.  We are idealistically anarchist, radical, punk  Do-It-Yourselfers interested in promoting systems and ways of life free from hierarchy and experts.

We consider ourselves an educational place rather than a farm, which is why we have omitted the word “farm” from our name.  We are educating ourselves on the diversity of tactics of sustaining ourselves and our neighbors.

We are guerrilla agrarians in the information age.

Oh, and I have never danced until dawn.  They totally made that up…

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  1. Rick says:

    Great post. I love the idea of a “crop mob”!

explaining to kids why you just jumped out of a dumpster

Explaining to kids why you just jumped out of a dumpster

Yesterday was like any other day.  After throwing a few boxes of goodies out of a grocery store dumpster, it was time to get myself out.  I came jumping out the side door, keys jangling from the clip on my belt loop, hands stinking of fouled up watermelon, tomato seeds in the seams of my boots.  When I hit the pavement I quickly found out I was being watched.

Looking up at me with big eyes and puzzled expressions, were two children straddling their bicycles, one training wheel on each bike touching the pavement.  Most likely there were streamers coming from the handlebars but I don’t remember that part.  No one else was around.

“Why you in the gahbawg?”

“I’m getting food for my pigs.”

“You pigs eat gahbawg?  That’s gross.”

“Naw, they like to eat this stuff.  It isn’t really garbage; I’m just trying to help them out.”

“How big you pig?”

“About this big…” I approximated the length and width of the pigs with my arms.

Oh…and they eat gahbawg.

I had quick thoughts of what it might look like if the parents of these kids came around the corner to see some guy with mud on his pants standing next to a dumpster talking about how big his pigs were.  And the truck was still running.

Nice to meet you kids, but it’s time for me to go.  Hope you learned something?

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  1. Chelsea says:

    hahaha! and great picture too.

farm or die a revised manifesto

Farm or Die – A Revised Manifesto

A few months ago I wrote an essay that became known as “A Young Farmer Manifesto” for this blog and also for Civil Eats.  That piece spoke to many people and generated a lot of emails and comments and such from farmers, city slickers, eaters and everyone in between.  It also brought me an opportunity to write for an upcoming compilation of essays about the young farmer experience.

So I edited and added and doubled the length of the original.  It was eventually rejected for the compilation because there was not a personal story involved.  I am working to fix that by writing another bit on my own journey to this point, but the original essay will most likely have a new life as the preface to my photography book project.

So, here it is for your review, the new and improved New Blood For the Old Body, a “Farm or Die” screed for those of you stuck in Accounts Payable or the IT Department or some other place where you know you don’t belong.  Join us in the creation of a new agrarian experience…

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Many of us never meant to become farmers. We had our ambitions to enter the world as accountants or lawyers or teachers or some other clean, respectable professional. We never really thought about the origins of our food or questioned the intentions of those who screen out the realities of farming; we always knew that the supermarket shelves would fill themselves, food came in boxes or cans ready to serve and farmers were simply one dimensional photographs in the mix of a hot new marketing campaign. Sustainable and industrial agriculture held meaningless differences, no more distinction than competing national brands of light duty trucks or diet soda.

But then something happened. In the previously steady route of our lives, a shift occurred. The soil moved under us somehow, got stuck in the creases of our pants, in the ridges of our shoes, in the lines of our palms. Suddenly white picket fences, situation comedies and mutual fund returns didn’t seem so interesting anymore. The big ball game and the driving range became distractions from the reality of a new love affair. We got hooked on the possibilities of growing our own food and also providing that food to others.

The epiphany was likely different for many of us. Maybe a friend took us to a farmers market. Maybe someone had a plate of local hamburgers or collards at a picnic. Maybe the news of some global food disaster made us question the monocultures piled high on our plates. Maybe a real life farmer entered our life.

For a few of us, those with farming in our past – a childhood spent in the fields of the big farms or the family plots, throwing rocks into the hedgerows for little or no pay or watching over milking machines in the stench of industrial sized barns – there was no love, no kind of encouragement, no appreciation for our part in the dynamics of food production. We were simply limbs and calluses then, small gears in a giant cranking clock. We left the farm to pursue something else only to be pulled back hard when it became apparent that we could abandon everything that farming once meant to us. We could make it ours.

Still others came to farming from DIY and anti-authoritarian backgrounds, building urban community gardens or putting up food in anarchist collectives. Gardening always had a community aspect to it, but we wanted something more. We knew that we could do the work, that we had the right vision and skills. We just needed the access and the resources to get started.

Regardless of how we arrived at this point, here we are; we will call ourselves farmers from now on. We are transplants from cities, dropouts from university systems and ex-corporate shufflers. We are mothers and sons and grandparents, masters in communications, colorful documentarians, shy propagandists. Most of all, we are teachers and students inhabiting the same bodies and breathing the same air.

Our young and new farmer movement is made up of many itinerant folks, traveling to places we want to see, gaining knowledge we never thought we would need and forming the basis for our own theories on agriculture. Our commonality with the landed and the stable is the soil and its layers. More specifically, our bond is in the ways we approach that soil and our desire to grow food in a way that builds on a sense of the farmer never dying. The immortality is not functional but symbolic – if you imagine that you will need to use a piece of soil forever, you will never intentionally do it harm.

This intentionality is not a new idea, but neither is it very well known in the information age. It is buried in our collective past, not necessarily waiting to be discovered, but intact and beckoning nonetheless. To get to the guts of it, we are throwing away the agricultural methods of our parents and grandparents, even subverting our great-grandparent’s proud thoughts of survival amidst the coming surpluses. Things may appear as cobbled together bits of dust and weight and worn out shovels, but its functionality in an agrarian way of life is apparent with very little inspection.

We stand in the books and plots and ideas of the past, pulling out the rusty pages and diseased cells in order to build something practical from the obsolete and misinterpreted, rewiring the seed catalogs, rewilding the crosswalks, reconnecting the pastures to the kitchens.

So here we are, doing more than is required of us, daily pushing the boundaries of our bedtimes, our muscle structure, our hunger pains, our balance of minimalist living conditions with the reality of satisfying relationships. We don’t need justification for living this life, but that rejection of validation won’t feed or shelter our families or protect our chickens from roaming dogs. We have concrete needs – access to land, to capital, to markets – but we cannot ignore the bounty before us as we seek to satisfy these needs.

We have to live farming as it happens, at our level, at the pace that we can move. The weeds don’t and won’t pull themselves; the new beds won’t magically appear out of spilt potting mix or the crumbs of a quick dinner of sandwiches among the paths. Anyone who tells you that growing food is simple is a lunatic. Anyone who tells you that having animals lessens the physical workload is a liar. But we stick the possibilities of a simpler, easier way of life in the context of the larger ecology, the massive inebriation that defines the world and my generation. If we are to sober up, we need to get moving.

We are bridging eras, going about tasks the hard way but with newer tools and even newer outlets, burrowing into ancient methods and supplementing with our own big-brained flourishes. A generation of reclamation, telling our story to groups of people that may have never been inspired to so much as think about how a piece of grass might pop from a crack in the sidewalk. The whisper is that we are here to exploit those cracks, get our dirty fingernails scratched with asphalt and debris while attempting to save the disorientated souls of the material apocalypse. We young farmers have the double task of growing food for the community as well as being able to communicate about the process and our decisions in spaces that are new and possibly uncomfortable.

The pictures we take of ourselves hang in art shows and stand out in glossy magazines; our recipes are printed on cardstock and handed out at tradeshows; our words bring excitement to readers wishing that they too could participate in the riot that is small scale sustainable agriculture. This riot exists outside the handshakes and millionaires of the agra-political grease machines, knowing, with the certainty of the tides, that the transactions we despise will occur no matter how long we scream, no matter how far we march, no matter how many letters we write. It is not defeatist or abandonment of the successful tactics of the past, just recognition that we can do much better with the actual actions of farming in sustainable ways, demonstrating to the consumers and wholesalers and value-adders that we are successful despite their dismissals. We cannot change the culture without changing the culture; yelling and otherwise carrying-on never has set a sweet fruit or fed a piglet, and I will bet it never will.

We love this life – we have to – but sometimes we can feel that we don’t own it, that it owns us and grips us in a way that will never shake us loose. In those moments of weight we can only shrug, pull on the rubber boots and move deliberately until the fireflies speckle the whippoorwills’ breaths. Throughout all the highs and lows we can look at ourselves over and over again knowing that, if we stick to our ideals, we can do noble and appropriate work no matter what happens.

We are the new blood in the old body.

2 Responses to Farm or Die – A Revised Manifesto

  1. Terry says:

    Hey Trace, I’m Danielle’s cobber-friend & we met at your cropmob. I think it’s time that I fess up & let you know how much sustenance I’ve been getting out of your writing. During the few weeks after the cob workshop, I read your entire blog, start to finish. It was like food, more important than food, I just couldn’t get enough of it. I’ve been dreaming the homestead dream for 20+ years now, and am finally just getting to it, with my own 10 acres not too far from yours. The cob workshop was a turning point for me. I’d been wanting to do the homestead thing for so long, but now I know that I need to. There is no turning back.
    Also, the original of this article rang so deeply true when I read it. I was, at that point, in the throws of struggling at being thrust back into my “regular” life, when I knew that my energy/life force/whatever would be so much better spent barefoot in mud. Your writing has touched me, and sustained me, and I want to thank you for that.
    Another post that hit ground zero was the brief comment along side that haunting b&w photo, ending with “but we just may be alone”. Isn’t it just lovely to know, now with contact from Spain, that we are not alone at all. . .
    Blessings, Terry

  2. Dee says:

    Trace, Terry and others who stumble on this amazing blog,

    Please know that you are definitely not alone, especially here in Chatham County. You are the future, part of a growing movement of people fully dedicated to growing and/or promoting sustainable, whole, healthy food in their own backyards or close to them. When I moved to Chatham 30 years ago, just about everyone grew their own food, some commercially, most just enough to feed their households. But you couldn’t find a ripe tomato in the supermarket if your life depended on it, even at the height of the growing season.

    Now there are some 250 sustainable farms in the Greater Triangle area, most of them with 3 acres or less in production, many with 1-2 acres. There are more than two dozen CSAs,and about 30 Farmers Markets. We have the largest organized farm tour i the nation and the most recent one had arecord-breaking attendance. Most of the small farmers I know have no trouble selling their food. In fact the demand exceeds the supply. The recession has only made this even moreso, despitewhat the media say, as consumers continue to seek out authentic food that they can prepare at home.

    The biggest challenge is getting started. Land prices are high. But there are folks willing to lease or trade some of their land in exchange for a modest share of the crop, such as a share in a CSA.After all, they will get a big break on their property taxes and the satisfaction of seeing someone productively lose their land for sustenance.

    I’m writing about all of this on my blog,and hopefully for a book about our emerging local food scene,and I look forward to an opportunity to chat with you some day. Trace, you’re a wonderful writer and thinker and I wish you the very best in fulfilling your dream and sharing it with others.

    Best,
    Dee Reid
    Pittsboro
    http://sustainablegrub.wordpress.com

status report

Status report

When you are constantly in something and on top of it every second, you might fail to notice the progress or development or ruin.  But with the power of photography and memory, the visual transformation can be profound.

This first photo is from just after I bushhogged the area last Winter:

Then we get on the building of hugelkultur beds.  You can see the lean-to shed in the background for reference:

Present day (well, two weeks ago) – the potatoes are towering in the hugelkultur beds.

When the next photo comes out it will be off harvested potatoes and the planting of a fall crop.

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  1. rabbitt evansaki says:

    The beds look like giant catepilliars! I love them!

crop mob guerrilla agrarians in the information age

Crop Mob – Guerrilla agrarians in the information age

I have been involved in the Crop Mob since the first time the group convened to do work last October. I missed the initial meeting of people who created the idea and named it, so I take no credit for its inception only its implementation.  I push the idea whenever and wherever I can, attending every call of the Mob in the process.


I have been a strong proponent of the young agrarian movement, writing essays, giving interviews, taking photographs. The Crop Mob is the physical realization of all those words and images, the sinew, muscle and breath behind the imagination.

With the Crop Mob there exists the possibility of something beyond what we usually perceive of as farming.

The idea is bigger than barn-raisings, more technical than workshops, more thoughtful than textbooks. It is guerrilla agrarianism in the information age. Maybe that isn’t an apt description, but when I watch shovels hitting dirt on a foreign farm with a crew assembled using email, social networking and word of mouth, it surely feels like it.

The Crop Mob is unstoppable, yet flawed on some levels.  Reciprocity from the farmers we have helped is greatly lacking.  We are all busy, yes, but if we are to keep donating our labor, the labor pool must continue to snowball and include previous beneficiaries of that labor.  On that end we can improve our pitch, farms can understand better what they are getting and everyone involved can get what they need out of the day.

We are not unskilled; we bring decades of combined experience in dozens of areas – bed building, fencing, transplanting, harvesting, permaculture, food/farm activism, media outreach – so we are capable of making substantial impacts in a handful of hours.

Where to from here?  The next step may be to franchise the idea or mutate it or trim it down or use it differently.  In the meantime we will continue to do what we have been doing – showing up and getting shit done.

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  1. Trace and mob,
    LOVE your existence so so much. It is a brilliant thing on the face of the earth, beyond the Piedmont.

    I appreciate hearing concerns and needs for its continued success; I’d also like to hear the factors you can name that have been vital in creating is as is. Seems this area is rich beyond measure in young activists with a tremendous range of skills who have this cooperative vision and spirit. We are very blessed.

    I’m curious about your thought to franchise . . . I’m guessing I’m missing your meaning as to me to franchise is to sell rights to an idea? . . . (as in RRFM, no one is profiting on that concept, just spreading them like wildfire)? What are the insights you could offer to locales where perhaps that resource exists but is not so visible or cohesive? I.E. how can we create crop mobs in places where the environment is very different from the triangle? What are the key factors to replicating?? (group willing to get shit done obviously, but you id some others as you talk about reception from farmers?)

    of course it would look different in each locale . . . and there are MANY places in the country where a Crop Mob just like this one would thrive immediately, like the RRFM has done from one end of the country to the other. Certainly, start with assets, right? Get as many Crop Mobs in as many places where they can successfully be started quickly. If I could bank roll sending crop mobbers to various parts of the country to help start-ups everywhere . . . hehe, love that image . . . but tis really just the idea that needs to be spread, yes? Trace particularly, thanks for putting it out there so brilliantly, compellingly, beautifully, again and again, as well as for diggin in the trenches, again and again! as ever, you are my favorite blogger.
    tes

  2. Trace says:

    Tes,

    My idea about franchising is to completely remove the idea of ownership. To spread the cop mob we have to let go of intellectual rights while still setting up the parameters in which the mob should function once exported. Just like Food Not Bombs serves rescued vegetarian meals no matter which one you attend, any where in the country, a Crop Mob would not show up to pick sugar beets for export or fumigate apple orchards or clean out an industrial chicken house. There have to be clean parameters to work within, and I personally don’t think the idea would very hard to replicate no matter where it happens. The ideology is simple; at the core is work and around that work is sustainability, humane treatment of animals, the betterment of the soil and the community. Might be a good workshop idea for conferences or tabling, anything to get the idea into folks’ heads.

    Trace

  3. Ramsey Van Veen says:

    Trace,
    What is up man, you dont know me but I have heard your name spoken a couple times. I just moved down from Iowa to attend the sus. ag. program at CCCC. I believe I live really close to you also, rufus brewer rd? I may be wrong. Any how, I just wanted to drop a wat up! I am VERY interested in starting to attend these crop mobs, how do I get in this uber cool crop mob ya got goin’ on here in the Pied?

    Veen

  4. Trace says:

    Hey Ramsey,

    You do live close by. We refer to that road affectionately as “Rufus Beaver”. Don’t know why, just thought it was a better name. Even named one of our chickens Rufus Beaver. Take a left on Jessie Bridges then a right on AW Buckner. That’s us.

    Anyway, if you go to cropmob.org you can sign up for the listserv and get the notices. Mobs are once a month…

    Stop by when you get a chance. Nights and weekend afternoons are best.

    Trace

  5. chelsea says:

    these are beautiful pictures, trace! though i’m kind of happy i left before the cameras came out (camerafright)

  6. stephen says:

    Trace- I found your blog about a month back, and I’m glad I did. You write some insightful and challenging stuff. I’ve been thinking about the concept of a crop mob since I read about it here. I love the phrase “guerrilla agrarians.” I think that most communities striving to support small, local farms would benefit greatly from a crop mob. I’ve been thinking of starting one here in Fort Collins, CO. I’ve looked through the cropmob.org website a number of times, but I think it’s more the type of thing that needs to be done, first hand, rather than to read about. Have any insights on starting it up?

  7. Hey Trace. I was planning to write a little ditty on the Crop Mob for my book, but would love to use your words instead, with just a few of my own to introduce the concept. Let me know if this is OK with you. I’d credit you and list your blog. Will get back to you with final details, but please email me directly if you’re up for this. Book’s not out until spring 2011, so we can only hope Crob Mob will still be around. Be around, Crop Mob! — Diane Daniel

  8. Trace says:

    Stephen:

    Since I’m not familiar with the Fort Collins agricultural scene, I’ll have to make some guesses on where to start.

    The apprentices and interns in this area tend to come out of the Sustainable Agriculture program of the community college in Pittsboro (NC). Many attend classes and work on area farms part time. Given that, I would start at the universities in Fort Collins. Seems like there is an organic curriculum? – http://organic.colostate.edu/ Also the specialty crops curriculum – http://www.specialtycrops.colostate.edu/

    Flyers advertising an organizational meeting could go out to the instructors to announce to their classes. Also post in local shops, grocery stores, farmers markets, CSA boxes, etc.

    You should approach any farmers you know in the area as well as the ones you don’t know. Once you have about 15 to 20 committed folks, you should be able to quickly do most projects within 5 to 7 hours.

    To keep it all together, set up a basic email list and a basic wordpress blog to keep the community updated.

    After that, pick the first farm, setup your time frame, decide on what should be accomplished, make a sign up sheet, delegate and make sure the projects are successful and completed to the host farm’s liking. Repeat in a month or so on a new farm being sure to get the previous farm residents to participate in the next one.

    Please keep us updated on the progress and let me know if I can offer any more help.

  9. stephen says:

    Trace- thanks for the info. I’m involved in both the specialty crops and organic program at CSU. I’m working on the universities 8 acre organic farm this year. We have a 75 member CSA as well as many many variety trials and other research projects. I love it, but it can feel a bit insulated from the rest of the local food scene. Thanks for your advice and encouragement. I’ll keep you updated on how things move along. peace.

  10. Seth says:

    Stephen/Trace,
    I lived in Ft Collins for a few years working for the state forest service and now live in the Charlotte NC area … I have no experience with Crop Mobs (just read about them here), but it is an intriguing idea. I’d guess that the students in the sustainable development program @ CSU (if they still have it) would be game for a Crop Mob trial. Several of our friends at the time had their own impromptu farms in the Wellington area, and while they are long since gone, they would have been up for the experiment. Any connections at the co-op in Old Town?

    Anyway, good luck.
    Seth –

work weekend and crop mob at circle acres

Work weekend and Crop Mob at Circle Acres

Who: Crop Mob
What: a million things, eating good food, building community
Where: Circle Acres farm
160 A W Buckner Rd (1964 Jessie Bridges Rd) – Silk Hope, NC
Why: why not
When: 10am-3:30pm Sunday May 24th

We (Danielle, Gray, Kristin, Noel and Trace) at Circle Acres farm are planning a work weekend for May 22nd-24th.  We are also calling out for a Crop Mob on Sunday the 24th from 10-3.

We have plenty of camping space available for both Friday and Saturday nights.  Parking at the farm is interesting, so please fill vehicles to the max…

Here are some of the things we might get into –

– sheet mulching “lumps” for the pumpkin patch
– removal of privet and bio-char demonstration
– building sheet mulch beds
– prepping land for a living fence
– untangling and testing used drip tape
– plugging mushroom logs
– pulling new electrical wire in the house
– ripping out plumbing
– digging a gray water trench
– building a solar shower
– playing around with cob mixtures

For food, please bring snacks, drinks and whatever you think you might want to have on hand for the weekend.  We will cook for the Saturday dinner and Sunday Crop Mob lunch; we’ll do our best to provide for other meals, but any help is appreciated.

Please RSVP as soon as you can and let us know what days you will be at the farm.  Also let us know if you have any special needs, dietary or otherwise.

One last note – please leave your dogs at home.

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milking floretta

Milking Floretta

So we have the eggs part covered.  We are consistently finding five to seven eggs per day from our seven laying hens.  This is plenty for now; one per person per day.  On to the next piece – goat milk.

Floretta had her baby, Madeline, a few weeks ago.  Madeline is growing her horns and is old enough to be separated from mom for the night.  That means milk in the morning for the human animals on the farm.

The milking process starts out easy enough and gets progressively more interesting.  Especially when one of the morning helpers (me) does something dumb.  It goes something like this –

1 – Clean out the milk container and strainer.  A glug of bleach will do it.  Or a drop.  Or a quarter cup.  Or don’t worry about it.  Sources of information vary as with anything else you attempt to research on the Internets and apply to do-it-yourself type situations.

2 – Fill up the feed basket with corn, oats and hay.  Floretta really loves corn, so you have to hide it under the hay in order to slow her down.  That said, she knows where the corn is from the moment it leaves the bag and will be ready for it whenever you are.  And she’s feisty.

3 – Get Floretta onto the scrap wood milk stand.  Fairly self explanatory but not necessarily easy.

4 – Lock the head gate and get the feed bucket ready.  Floretta will want to get to the feed bucket before you are ready to give it to her no matter if she is attached to the head gate or not.  If an eye pops out just stick it back in and put bleach on it.  Or don’t.

5 – Lock in the feed bucket.  Watch your fingers.

6 – Start milking and hope Madeline keeps quiet…

7 – Trace has disturbed Madeline, so she is getting very loud, and Floretta is getting antsy, so Noel milk faster! before she kicks the damn bucket of milk over, oh come on be quiet Madeline, sorry just isn’t good enough Trace, you idiot!

It didn’t really go like that, but it felt like it to me.  Madi got very loud prompting Floretta to get agitated.  The milking was cut short during this little demonstration session.

8 – Madeline won’t shut up.  Reunite mom and kid before something breaks.

9 – Drink milk.  Try again in the morning.

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  2. Ali says:

    Its like a whole ‘nother world out there & I am so thankful for the glimpses in.

    This post warms my heart & I have to admit made me laugh. Poor Madi had no clue what was going on but you guys were stealing HER milk! :)

    Love the pics. (& the pigs!) Congrats on all the good stuff you have going on. You are living the dream.

pig parade

Pig parade

Saturday morning I went and picked up the newest addition to the farm –  two pigs of mixed Gloucestershire Old Spot and Tamworth heritage.

The more I read about using pigs as tillers, the more I realize that they need to be in a smaller space for an extended period of time in order for the process to be effective.  I may start moving them around in fifty by fifty sections in the larger fenced area.  This will concentrate their rooting and digging efforts.

I’m thinking that if left in the large area, they will focus on the easy spots and basically defeat the purpose of having them on pasture.  They may just wait for me to come feed them, loaf off the rest of the time, occasionally digging up a worm here or there to satisfy some instinctual piece of evolutionary memory.

But maybe I’m wrong and the pigs know what they are doing.  I mean, they haven’t even been with us for a week, and I can already tell where they have been working.

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  1. Joe says:

    You are on the right track, confining them to a smaller area in order to get the desired rooting effect. A few pigs are a great addition to a small farm, nature’s garbage disposal. they will process all the kitchen scraps you can muster and turn them into porkey deliciousness and a wonderful soil amendment. I’ve even found them to be less work than broiler chickens, considering the meat supplied/hours worked ratio. I enjoy following your blog, this country needs more rural agrarian anarchists. Keep up the good fight.

like they do in the country

Like they do in the country…

After we had stopped working on the guinea pen for the day, someone got a wild hair and decided to dance on the new platform –

Kristron – ‘We need to get out more.’

Me – ‘We are out more.  We’re all the way out back.’

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  1. Kristin says:

    One brain… this was totally in my cue! Let’s get our bikes up and running as soon I get back.

a w buckner zoological park and madhouse

A W Buckner Zoological Park and Madhouse

I was by myself at the farm for a few months, and during that time it was hard to get much of anything started.  I can’t even remember what projects I finished.  It just didn’t amount to much.  Most of my time was spent wandering around looking at whatever.  There were plenty of old junk piles to pick through and branches to break underfoot.

Kristin moved up in November, easing the loneliness and becoming an inspiration to get some things done.  We split wood, carried cedar posts out of the forest and tried to get our little room in order.  That continues as Kristin builds kitchen cabinets from scratch.

A few weeks ago, Gray came to live with us.  Then Noel started living at the farm most of the time.  In a few days, Danielle will be here and the farm will have its full crew.

The animal workforce – in addition to the human mules – is trickling in to the farm.  A few weeks ago, Noel brought five barred rock chicks home.  Gray built them a small chicken sled, which is a variation of chicken tractor but without wheels.

We use our daylight free time to watch the chicks’ evolution from little puffballs into dirt scratching, bug eating, fertilization helpers.  Their first contribution to the farm is their crap, with eggs still months and months off.

Oh, and just so you know, the chicks are Bosco, Scritchy Scratch, Rufous Beaver, and Peachy Tips.  One remains unnamed, but Kristin wants to call it Mike Slaton.  I said it might be confusing when it comes time to put Mike Slaton in a roaster.  People might get the wrong idea about us if they overheard the conversation…

Speaking of Mike, he is hoping to raise up turkeys on some adjacent land:

If you are interested in having a delicious, pastured, naturally raised, Heritage breed turkey on your table for Thanksgiving this year please consider purchasing one from me.   Here is how we are going to do it:

In order to meet everyones’ demand for a turkey this year, a CSA type situation would work best.  In order to help me as a farmer with the initial costs, including buying the poults, feed, structural needs, etc.  These considerations and processes are starting now, because it can takes up to 7 months to raise Heritage breed turkeys to maturity.  If you are interested please let me know and we can discuss the CSA process (which will more than likely be an initial $25 payment up front, and the rest being paid upon pick up or delivery). Depending on your desired weight, etc.

As of right now the breeds I am highly considering are:

Bourbon Reds (Originally bred in Bourbon County, KY. Bluegrass region in the late 1800′s)
Narragansett (Brought to America by English and European colonists in the 1600′s)
Black Spanish (Originated in Europe as a direct descendent of the Mexican turkeys carried home with explorers in the 1500′s)

Each of these varieties size up to be beautiful, heavy breasted table birds with a very rich flavor.  Your interest and support in this venture will be helping to promote raising livestock sustainably, on pasture, just the way they were meant to be.  While also supporting locally, environmentally responsible young farmers!  Please feel encouraged to contact me with any questions about this CSA program, Heritage breeds, etc…

Mike Slaton – Sustainable Farmer – Pittsboro, NC

Last Sunday I helped Gray put in the last row of posts for the new goat fence.  Floretta the goat arrived Sunday night, but the fence wasn’t finished for her arrival.  It still isn’t…

Floretta is getting into her new surroundings and her new collar, eating up the tall grass and pine saplings.

She is also getting used to the dogs, which she has headbutted a few times.  The dogs got the message…

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  1. mike says:

    Hahaaaa! Mike Slaton in the roaster….love it…and our farming community!
    Circle Acres rocks the house!!!

  2. William says:

    “Wandering around looking at whatever” — what a great line. As a single male, I can identify with this classic single-male behavior. No wonder God said it’s not good for man to be alone! Great piece of writing.

  3. lynn says:

    sounds like you guys are having fun! i need to come visit soon!

  4. Hannah says:

    Wow, Floretta is gorgeous! Sounds like you have quite a crew gathering for the growing season. Spring is right around the corner . . I can smell it. Mmmmmm . . .

on a snow day or any day please eat what you kill

On a snow day or any day, please eat what you kill

Where I grew up, it was hard to go nine days in Winter without some sort of snow fall event.  Here in North Carolina, nine years is about the average wait for an significant snow.  In New York, days off from school because of the weather were very rare, but those days were always met with enthusiasm.  A snow day meant sledding on the Thruway bridge or banging around on snowmobiles or just walking around in the woods.  Days off from work because of snow were even rarer, and those days were usually met with early beer and earlier bed.

With the beauty of the snow in NC comes the problem of clearing it from the roads and the ridiculous frenzy and panic of the local population.  Just the threat of snow is enough to close all schools and most businesses.  Bread and milk flies off the store shelves, people forget how to drive and banks close their doors.  It took me three days to make a deposit at the local bank branch; even the day of the deposit had a delayed opening.

Snow plows are in very short supply around here, and it can take a day just to clear a major highway.  We live on a side road off another side road off yet another side road and then down a dirt road, which basically means that we never see the snow plow anywhere near our home.

It is nothing like New York where the plows come fast and often, their sounds destroying the quiet of night.  I wrote about the plows in Quitter #5.  Here is a taste –

Oh, How Long December…
During a snow storm, the plows mostly come at night.  In the sturdy, hoary months of childhood in Western New York, I would lay awake listening as the distant scraping of the plow brushed its steel blades over the roughly poured asphalt.  In the dry winter air, the low hum could be heard for miles, the flashing orange roof lights of the plow radiating off the lumbering snowflakes, themselves moving unpredictably towards any available surface, wrestling the wind’s vacillating directions.

First the plow would pass to the south of our house, down the thin Barville Road, then up North Byron Road and finally across our unmarked, no-shoulder road.  As the sound grew closer I would pull my face up to the window, watching the coming lights reflect off every available inch of ground, the thick cover of flurries yielding very little until the massive vehicle was right in front of my eyes.  A wave of snow and rock passed over the giant chisel, driven by a mass of grinding metal and boiling oil, echoing brutal noises off the aluminum siding of the house.  The sound and lights would fade as the driver made way through the expansive grid of rurality, on and on towards the gawking of other children unable to sleep.

***************

In Chatham County we are blessed with the ability to grow food all year round.  With this blessing comes the curse of trying to fool the natural cycles either through the creative use of energy (wood stove in the greenhouse) or by the less intensive means of row covers and low tunnels.

Yesterday’s snow meant that the folks at Piedmont Biofarm had to battle the flakes in order to keep their crops alive.  I found farmer Doug Jones busy in the storm sweeping off his row covers with a push broom.

Even he had to admit that it was a losing battle.  A day later, he and a few of his interns finished the work, clearing the snow and ice by hand.

***************

Yesterday ended up being a half day of work for myself and Kristin.  The first snow at the farm was an event for me even though snow and cold and ice is basically in my blood.  I haven’t studied an icicle in years.  The icicle is an indication of poor roofing and a lack of insulation, but let’s leave all that for the adults to think about…

One thing you don’t usually see is a Magnolia grandiflora full of snow.  The evergreen leaves stand out during the brown of our short Winter, but they really stand out against the cold white of an even shorter and rarer snow fall.

And what would the short work day be without a little snow fight action?

We threw snowballs at each other and at 80 (our doggie).  But she was busy with work most of the afternoon, and could barely be bothered to play along.

Her “work” mostly consists of chasing mice in the back field and running around like a crazy person.

This work keeps her occupied and healthy, alert and slim.  It is almost a script – the mice run; she follows their scent, bouncing from grass clump to tree stump, digging up rocks and fallen branches all day long.  The mice run some more.  Repeat.

80 doesn’t really come off as a killer.  Now I’m starting to think that I should be cheering her on.  After all, with a depleted mouse population, we may be able to lower the tick infestation in the Spring.  Mouse blood is the gateway drug for young ticks.  Damn delinquents…

After she caught the mouse (the first one I ever saw her catch), I basically took it away from her.  Later on in the evening I thought that it probably would be best if she had been allowed to eat her catch.  We live in the middle of nowhere, so these field mice are not eating poison.  Kind of a waste of protein.

From now on at Circle Acres, the number one rule for all of us is “You eat what you kill.”

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  1. winterbear says:

    ‘Sgreat!!! Amazing photos!

    80 is so awesome!

  2. Camille says:

    Back in the day when I had pets, I kept company with a gray cat who hunted all day long. He always ate most of what he killed, leaving tiny, glistening piles of dark offal for me in the carport.

    Smokey never brought his catch up to the house after the first time, when he was only several months old. I scolded him and then picked both him and the dead mouse up, took them out and put them down, crooning “good kitty” to him as he ate his kill.

    I spent part of my childhood in the Bronx and remember making snow forts and igloos during the winter. We’d wear ourselves out and come in to my Mom’s hot chocolate After dinner, my dad would make us snow cream for dessert.

    It’s good for me to take a moment and recall the joys of winter, now that I’m older, colder and spent eight years in the tropics. I don’t like winter much at all anymore, but at least I can still remember what it felt like to enjoy playing in and eating the snow.

  3. Kristin says:

    i’ll wash that dog’s mouth out with turkey toothpaste!

  4. Trace says:

    Not sure the turkey toothpaste will make things in her mouth any better…

  5. Ali says:

    80 is adorable! & your pictures are always the best.

    Hope the plants survived.

  6. Marlow says:

    Max would like to know if 80 is hiring.

  7. Parrish says:

    Trace!

    Great pictures! We’ve been looking into a dead rat quiche, but as it turns out, it has gluten in it and you know the April is intolerant to that (the gluten, not the rat).

    I added your blog to my short list of ‘Great Blogs’. April hooked me up with a blog to keep all of my poems in one, accessible place.

    Hope you are great! We hope to be in your area sooner than later, semi-permanently.

soil farmers

Soil farmers

So, the reality of starting a farm is starting to creep up.  Noel and I are tossing around ideas, and it seems that the current stage can best be labeled as “experimental design”.  We have lots of ideas on what we don’t want to do, such as growing boring yellow squash and cucumbers in a market where everyone has boring yellow squash and cucumbers.

For several reasons, we can afford to mess around (within reason) with nutritionally superior, fun to grow and aesthetically amazing food all while building the soil.  As Noel says, we’re soil farmers first and foremost.  And we have an amazing array of soils on our little twelve acres.

Our land is basically split down the middle into two basic soil types.  To really geek out for a minute, the west half is a Cid Lignum complex or CmB.  The east half is Nanford Badin complex or NaB.

The Cid series consists of moderately deep, moderately well drained or somewhat poorly drained soils on Piedmont uplands. These soils formed in residuum weathered from argillite and other fine-grained metavolcanic rocks.

Soils of the Lignum series are deep and moderately well and somewhat poorly drained. They formed in the residuum weathered from Carolina slate or other fine grained metavolcanic rocks.

Soils of the Nanford series are deep and well drained. They are on uplands and formed in material weathered from argillite and other fine grained metavolcanic rocks of the Carolina Slate Belt.

The Badin series consists of moderately deep, well drained, moderately permeable soils that formed in residuum weathered from fine-grained metavolcanicrocks of the Carolina Slate Belt.

So basically CmB and NaB are combinations of these two soil series.  What does that all mean?  From what I interpret it means that NaB is the preferable soil type.  But the thing is that each soil type can be modified significantly (at the top level) by adding organic matter.  The subsoil will remain as the identified complex.  Keep in mind that I am not a soil scientist, so I could be completely wrong.

Beyond those two types, a half dozen areas of the property have top soils with different characteristics.  In the northwest corner of the below picture, dense orange and gray clays are dominant.  Gray clay is generally nutritionally inferior to the darker orange clay.  Both drain poorly though and dry into hard clots if tilled when wet and left bare.

In the northeast, the soil has more organic matter and crumbles unlike the clay.  This is most likely a former garden site that has had organic matter added over time.  That are will be the start point for production.  The rest will go into cover crops and mulching.

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  1. Marlow says:

    Oooh!! Exciting! You have to admit thought, there’s nothing quite as tasty as yellow squash sliced thin, tossed in cornmeal, and fried up.

the farm starts now

The farm starts…now

There are only two months to go before the other half of Team Buckner moves to the farm.  The reality is that the house is barely ready for Kristin and I, even though we are only inhabiting 250 square feet of it for the foreseeable future.  The house is about 1600 square feet total.

Our little “apartment” holds the wood stove (our only source of heat), our new fridge, toaster oven, bed, two tables, a dog, a cat, and the day to day possessions of the two of us.  The place is pretty snug, but we are getting used to navigating it.

We now have running water, but no hot water heater.  We also have power, but only one working outlet.  Small steps seem to take forever, but in the larger picture the pace is not really all that bad.

The rest of the house is in a state of rotten.  The floors collapsed or were in the process of collapsing.  All of the timbers that hold up the house frame have been eaten away by water and termites.  They literally crumble into dust when touched.

The original construction of the destroyed parts of the house was done with any available materials.  The pilings that hold up the place are merely stacks of field rocks and random bricks.  One section of the house is held up with two scrap pieces of firewood.

house frame

In order for Noel and Danielle to take residence in the upstairs portion of the house, the bottom level has to be rebuilt in order to hold the weight of two people and their stuff.  At the moment it would be sketchy to even think about living above the disaster.

rotten frame

I’m not sure how the stairs are even held up.  They float above the dirt floor like a ghostly transporter to the upper floor.

the people under the stairs

The large chimney was built on top of a pile of rocks with no other support.  It is no wonder that the chimney itself is turning into its own pile of rocks.

dust

still life with shovel

The floors came out pretty easily with the help of a sledge hammer and reciprocating saw.  Mike and Noel tore it up in a short period of time.

floors removed

We found evidence of other residents.  A pile of deer ribs, half a corn cob and a turtle shell told the tale of a scavenger living among us.

bone collector

Another entrance to the house has been consumed by water damage.  A ruptured pipe under the house and a leaking roof provide plenty of standing water and rot.

holy floor

Outside the house Danielle, Noel and I also found time to scour the woods for downed cedar trees.  These will be used for fence posts to hold in the goats and keep out the deer.

cedar posts

Planting time is coming soon, and the decision to take on a farming apprentice in February (more on that later!) is making the house and land preparations all the more urgent.  I have been hauling horse manure and cardboard like a crazy person, getting the building blocks for the farm beds together.  Let’s start the countdown…

 

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About Trace

Trace lives in Durham, NC with his partner Kristin. They were joined by baby Tennessee Lynn in April 2012.
Trace is not a talker. Trace also thinks it is a little weird to talk about himself in the third person.

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  1. mike says:

    Laissez Les Bon Temps Roulez!!!

  2. ilex says:

    Holy cow, what a pile of work you have before you.

trails

Trails

Our land is still pretty mysterious, not knowing what is around or who is around.  With each trip some of the little secrets are revealed, and I feel that we are becoming more and more part of the sparsely inhabited community.

We met a neighbor who told us a little about the trail network that crosses a dozen or so properties (ours included) and found out more of the family history of the place we bought.  The trails are miles long, dumping out onto various properties or ending up at creeks and roads.

As a start, we walked west on the trail that leaves our property.  It was apparent that the forest had been clear cut in recent history, more recent on the properties south of this particular trail.  Many of the older trees were spaced in a way that indicated that the land had been used as a pasture.  Almost all of the large trees had scarring from when they had been used as fence posts.  Others were just big and dead.

The recently cut forest gives great glimpses of how succession works in our area. We have several models in action though.  Since clearing land for pasture usually leaves the remnants of hardwoods in the area, what would usually be pine dominated growth is now a heavy mix of young hardwoods.

Also, since we have not begun farming our open space yet, fast growing scrub and trees are coming up all over.  Sweet gum, tulip poplar, sumac and cedar are already a few feet high in some places.

So, with the research I was able to look through, I figure the forest around us was cut more than thirty years ago but less than seventy years ago.  I could be wrong as I am also relying on some things that I learned twelve years ago in ecology classes.

Along the trail we found some late ripening wild blueberries.  If I had to guess, they will probably ripen around the first of September.  I haven’t been able to find the name of the wild berry that ripens late.

We also saw quite a few wild creatures, from deer to beetles to spiders.  Several large spiders made great use of hollow tree parts for their webs.

This luna moth (Actias luna) was at the end of its life, having lost its tails.  The adult moths live only a week, long enough to mate.  They don’t even have mouths to eat with, such is the singularity of their purpose.

Noel caught a crayfish (Cambaroides sp.) big enough to use as fishing bait but not big enough to make a very good meal.

The stony creek at the end of our walk deserves much more exploration.  I imagine we will all spend a lot of time there poking around among the rocks and pools.

From the looks of the high banks, it also looks like we could have some nice little swimming holes if the rain would cooperate.

As usual there is an end of the line, which we will be sure to adhere to until we can get some permission to trespass.  It usually isn’t hard to get such permission as long as the owners know your name and intentions.  It should come in time, but we have enough space to explore for the time being…

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  1. mike says:

    Trees, creeks, crawfish, deer…….wild blueberries in september….hmmm…

  2. I randomly ran across your very interesting website. NC grown living in OR. I love your dead tree picture. Would you give permission for me to paint it? Check out my website and you’ll understand why I _had_ to ask. :) Dendrology in acrylic is my current addiction…

don buckner education

Don Buckner education

Every time we go out to the land, we learn about a “blue million” new things.  This last weekend we learned about the elaborate trail system through the woods, where the natural springs are, where the home site is where our 77 year old neighbor, Don Buckner, was born.

We learned that that same neighbor was featured in a Chatham County Herald article in 1980 where he talked about doing some of the same things we are about to get ourselves into.  The article was all about organic agriculture, resource conservation and energy effeciency.  Windmills, solar hot water, woodlot management… Sound familiar?

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  1. mike says:

    Wow! This is inspiring. Donnie sounds pretty amazing! Talk about a resource…

  2. Kristin says:

    Hey – I was born in 1980!

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the big move

The big move

On August 31st we leave Wilmington for the land in Silk Hope. The replacement produce manager has been hired on at Tidal Creek. Kristin is working out her work plans. Inspections for septic and electric are going on this week, and we hope to have final house plans in our hands by this Friday.

The plan is to live in part of the old house while we build the new house. We’ll work on parts of the old house in order that it is more livable for Danielle and Noel when they arrive in the winter. For now we are ripping out the water logged wall boards, fixing the leaky roof and generally making the house not so much of a mold and mildew factory. The hope is to make the place livable for friends and family in the future, so repairs need to be of pretty consistent quality.

I spent some of this weekend clearing some of the vines that had grown into all of the windows and parts of the roof. The porch roof is starting to separate from the house because the vines grew up between the house and the singles.

The roof on the back of the house has some bad leak issues. Some old fixes have no become real problems.

And siding is coming apart where water now runs into the house…

…exposing insulation and interior wood…

…providing great habitat for termites.

And the worst part is the unintentional skylight in the side porch’s roof. It really adds aesthetic value to the place. And the aesthetic smell of wet fiberglass insulation makes it a real keeper.

The inside of the house is another battle. From a neighbor’s description of the place, it is basically layer upon layer of fixes, cover-ups and DIY patches. Once I started tearing out some old paperboard, I could see what he was talking about. The existing roof is built over at least one other roof. I haven’t gotten far enough into to everything to see what else is involved. It is quite funny so far. How all the pieces of wood fit together is also great comedy. I felt like I was in a tree fort that a bunch of neighborhood kids put together out of scrap board and bent nails.

But all is not old. We received our first delivery of AAC block which will become the first floor of the new house.

AAC block

While all this fixing up of the old house, building the new house and starting the new job is going on, we’re also supposed to be starting a farm. More on that soon…

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  1. stew says:

    Looks like you have some adventures on the horizon. Good on you. Let me know if you want some extra hands at any point in the house restoration.

  2. April says:

    You are so brave!!

  3. mike says:

    THis is…….exciting?

Buckner before the farm tour

Buckner before the farm tour

This past weekend Noel, Danielle, Mike and I went to the 13th Annual CFSA Farm Tour. We drove up Saturday night to the land in Silk Hope, ate dinner at Chatham Marketplace and sat in the camper trying to figure out which farms to visit.

The choices came down to our individual interests and proximity of those farm choices to each other. The proximity issue was important since the 35 farms on the tour were spread out over several counties. Our hope was to visit four farms in three counties.

Since we have seen vegetable production in full scale operation as part of our jobs and lives, we decided we wanted to visit farms that incorporated animals, passive solar greenhouses and alternatives to the things we see everyday. We went over the maps and each made our choices. With little debate we picked four farms that were pretty close to each other and fairly diverse. After the choices were made there was nothing to do but make fun of each other.

Saturday night was the full moon, but it was obscured right after I took this picture and didn’t return. The rain came soon after. We could faintly hear the Shakori Hills Festival going on nearby as the thunderstorm came through.

We fell asleep in the Wolf Den to the pounding of rain.

Sunday morning was a chance to explore the new growth around the farm. The spring oats that we spread out a bit ago were a few inches high. It looks like it is going to take. The yellow clover was harder to figure out, and we aren’t sure what will happen with it.

The mint patch near the house was already a few feet high.

Wildflowers were coming up everywhere. I haven’t identified anything yet since I forgot to take pictures of the leaves, which is where my key likes to start.

Noel thinks this is a Quince tree.

The picture below is Cedar Apple Rust (Gymnosporangium juniperi-virginianae), and its presence makes the poor health of the surrounding apple trees make more sense. The fungus needs both cedar and apple trees to complete its life cycle. This cedar tree is about ten or so feet from an apple tree. The only source I could find on the edibility of the fungus simply said, “I have no information on the edibility of Gymnosporangium juniperi-virginianae.” Thanks.

I find new things every time I visit the farm, and of course I had to set up a nice still life with the note I scrawled in the lean to when we bought the place –

I will have reviews of the four farms from the farm tour coming up over the next few weeks…

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  1. mary says:

    Hi Trace – Thanks for making a Chatham Marketplace stop before you took the tour! :) Are you permanent residents of our lovely Chatham County, yet?
    Mary

spring oat sprout

spring at the farm

Spring at the farm

Yesterday I went to pickup Kristin from her two week tour with Bellafea, and I stopped by the land to check on how the cover crops were coming along. The clover is sprouting up pretty nice, but doesn’t yet have true leaves.

The spring oats are way behind the clover. I managed to find a few just sprouting and a few sprouted and rooting.

spring oat sprout

Plenty of plants and trees are in bloom at the farm including a huge swath of daffodils.

The apple trees were flowering and bringing in loads of pollinators including some wasps and swallowtails.

And speaking of pollinators, I stood and watched honey bees flying to a hive that I thought was dead just a few weeks ago, little bullets heading towards me from the fields. I managed to find a close place where they were foraging.

From bee school, I know that these girls are at least 22 days old and half their lives are over. The one in the bottom picture is probably older than that as her wings are a bit tattered. They will literally work themselves to death and will most likely die in flight to or from the hive.

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  1. mike says:

    This is exciting!

cover crop mission

Cover crop mission

This past weekend Kristin, Noel and I went up to the land for a bit, visiting our beloved Wolfden. Sunday we had breakfast at the General Store Cafe in Pittsboro then dropped Kristin off in Carrboro. She is going on tour with Bellafea for two weeks.

Noel and I then headed to the land to put down some cover crops. This will be the first step we have taken to get the farm started.

I bought two hundred pounds of organic spring oats from Seven Springs Farm and fifty pounds of yellow sweet clover from Welter Seed & Honey.

The rate for each was fifteen pounds of clover per acre and forty eight pounds of oats per acre. To figure out our acreage, I looked for a cheap measuring device.

I picked up a walking measuring tape for cheap off The eBay. The three of us each guessed how big the front strip of land was. Noel said four, Kristin said three and I said two and half. When Noel and I got done walking it out and doing the calculations, we ended up with one and a half acres. We were all way off, and I found out that an acre is a lot of dirt.

From the marker by the bag to the road at the top of the picture is one and a third acre.

We decided to put down every seed that we brought on every piece of bare land we could find. Hopefully in a couple weeks there will be some good growth on the ground, and we can start to choke the weeds out. A good start and a productive day…

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  1. Megan says:

    Hi there. I stumbled on your blog purely at random (I love it when that happens), and was intrigued by your post from Feb. 15 about your rescuing perfectly good food from the dumpster. I’ve heard of others doing this but always wondered if it was safe? I mean, yeah, it’s good food–but how do you know it’s not contiminated somehow?

    I also wondered how easy it is to rescue food in this way without getting caught by a disgruntled manager or a policeman?

    I don’t even live in a big city. I’m just curious. But it’s something I’d be interested in trying if I thought it was worth it. :p

  2. Trace says:

    Megan:

    I have never gotten sick from any food I have found in the trash. Your nose and eyes are your best defense since you can see if something is not worth eating and you can also certainly give it a big old sniff test.

    The best time to dumpster food is at night since there aren’t likely to be any managers around. And the folks taking out the trash could care less if you are going through the dumpster. Police and guards are a different situation. They can give you a ticket for trespassing, but you have to mouth off pretty good to get one of those. The two easiest excuses are that you are getting boxes for packing/moving or you are doing an art project. You’ll have to make up the art project depending on what you have in your hands at the time. I have only been hassled once in the past seven or eight years. I have only been caught physically in the dumpster twice, once when I was reading magazines at Barnes & Noble and once when Kristin and I were dumpstering candy behind a drug store.

    You don’t need to live in a big city to find food in the trash. It is everywhere.

  3. Paul says:

    Hello, I just over seeded my a field/lawn next to my garden with red clover and spring oats out here in Oregon. I was wonder how you clover/oat planting turned out? Do you have any pictures of the fields?

    I love your site and plan to make the pickled beet recipe. It sure looks yummy.

    Paul

circle acres in winter

Circle Acres in winter

I had a chance to go and visit the farm again, albeit just to stay over night in the camper. We went to see the Zegota reunion show at a new collective space in Greensboro, NC called The Hive. The show was streamed live online and also saved for viewing later.

It was amazing to see a billion people that I knew, some that I haven’t seen in years. I don’t know if it was the bands or the new space that brought people out, but there were plenty of folks to go around. We got back to the farm at 2:30 in the morning, just in time to put on every item of clothing we had in order to get warm. It wasn’t too terribly cold, but 38 degrees in a big steel and aluminum box can seem colder than it is.

The last time we visited there were still leaves on most of the trees. Now they are mostly gone, the trees standing bear even as the temperatures creep back into the seventies. Winter in the South can be very strange.

The neighbor plowed in their plot of field corn, carefully navigating the newly staked property line. The red clay was stiff and hard to crumble this morning; every time I visit I have to grab of fistful of dirt and mash it around in my hands.

We are trying to decide where to build our house. I am partial to this spot as it gets some good Winter sun.

The view of the roof of old well from inside the camper…

And the oak that towers over it…

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past garden projects number three fowler

Past Garden Projects Number Three: Fowler

Sometimes you just have to push the boulder uphill and like it. The Fowler Street garden had several strikes against it even before Noel and I got started on it. First, there was no water source. Second, I was going to be leaving town for a summer long road trip just as everything was getting started. Third, we thought that maybe the asphalt shingles and roofing tar that we dug up had contaminated the soil. (A soil test for heavy metals showed that the soil was fine.) Starting the tilling led to the discovery of a forth strike – an infestation of kudzu that took several days to rip out and contain.

The land had been a roofing and plumbing company way back when. This became obvious as the pile of debris – tires, piping, shingles, nails – started to build up.

Noel did the tilling for the whole space. We measured it as just under a quarter acre, and the whole process of tilling took several days.

Next came another few days of actually forming the raised beds. We built three-foot wide beds, forty-five feet long.

We ended up with seven rows, but only really used five. For the garden, I grew about a hundred tomato plants and sunflowers as well as several dozen summer squash plants. Basil plants were scattered among the rows. The goal was to make this a market garden and sell the produce at the recently opened downtown farmers market.

After everything was planted, we realized that water was going to be a major problem. Every other night at my house, Noel and I would fill a couple of 55 gallon drums with water and drive them over to the garden. From there we would fill watering cans and try to saturate each plant by hand. The whole process took several hours.

From hand watering, we moved to drip tape attached to upright barrels. We would still haul water to the site, but instead of using watering cans we would use a hand pump to transfer the water to the barrels and turn on a spigot. The water pressure was not enough to get water all the way down the row, so it was largely ineffective.

I’m not sure how much produce came out of the garden since I was absent for most of its productive time. The lack of steady water supplies led us to the conclusion that this project wasn’t going to work. So, after one season we moved on. I ripped out all the plants in late August when I was back in town, cleaned up the site as best I could, hauled off the barrels, pots, twine, stakes, drip tape, buckets and whatever else we had there and called it a day.

The land is flat again, and to my knowledge it hasn’t been used as a garden space since. We did learn some new skills and figured out how to do our best when the situation was never going to be optimal or even very manageable in the long term. We also came up with the name Circle Acres here and considered Fowler to be its first incarnation.

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circle acres part one the purchase

Circle Acres Part One: The Purchase

In April of this year we bought 12 acres in Chatham County, NC about 150 miles from Wilmington. The purchase was the culmination of over four years of saving, research and scheming. During those four years we tossed around all sorts of locations – West Virginia, Blacksburg, Athens Georgia – before finally deciding that we wanted to live in the Piedmont area of North Carolina. Not only was it close to where we all live now, but also the opportunities and people were exactly what we were looking for.

Once we started looking in Chatham County, we found out several realities of searching for homes and land in developing rural areas. Many of the traditional stick built homes on more than 10 acres were well out of our price range. At $250,000 you’ll get some decent acreage and a well built house, but, unless you will also be moving into a well paying job or have a ton of savings, the monthly payments would be pretty gross. We set our budget low and looked again.

At the other end of the spectrum were decent prices for decent amounts of land but with a singlewide trailer or other manufactured home on the land. These homes are things that mortgage lenders rarely touch anymore, so the purchase must be outright cash or some fancy financing. Pretty much everything we found in our price range was a manufactured home or a place with very little acreage.

Then we found our place. Twelve acres, a crumbling house and the perfect feel.

With an initial attempt last July to buy the place with a traditional loan, we found out that the Big Mortgage Company with the fancy ads on the radio wouldn’t loan on a house with no central heat or a house in “fair” condition. The house had a wood stove and a gas stove, and those apparently aren’t central enough. And the home had to be in “average” condition, an arbitrary word based on the observations of an appraiser. So we let it go, sad faces all around.

The next attempt came in November after I did some research on construction loans. A few things had changed – the price of the house was the same, but a foreclosure was imminent. Then came the bad news from a general contractor friend. Even though the house was stick built it was in too bad of shape for a bank to loan money on it without some massive money up front. The extent of the repairs was such that a construction loan was out of our reach simply because we didn’t have the large percentage down payment. What we had wasn’t even close. So we let it go again; sadder, angrier faces all around.

After that, the listing disappeared from the real estate websites and we thought it was gone for good. It reappeared in February at a reduced foreclosure price. Unwilling to get burned again, we waited. By the time the end of March came around, the price had dropped significantly. We contacted our realtor, and I started looking for some different financing.

We were able to find a local lender that would loan on the appraised value of the land only, leaving out any value of the home or any other structures. Even with a required down payment of 30%, we were pretty sure we could pull it off. With a few phone calls, we came up with what we needed. At the end of April everything came together, all the papers were signed and keys were handed over.

It took us almost one year from the day we originally looked at the house to the day we signed off on the loan documents. It was a constant up and down but in the end all worth it. Now, we plan, we explore the land and we figure out what we just did. Welcome to Circle Acres…

8 Responses to Circle Acres Part One: The Purchase

  1. Jessica says:

    Congratulations – that’s a real accomplishment and a huge adventure! 12 acres seems like a small country when you consider the tiny plots we all live on here in Wilmington.

  2. Amy says:

    Congrats! I’m sure you’ll find many wonderful things to do with your new land.

  3. BS96 says:

    Sure beats my 568 sq. ft.!

  4. Congratulations! I look forward to hearing about your new home as you get to know more and more about it.
    Leda

  5. Mike says:

    Thanks for all the updates and insights! It’s always a pleasure. Watch out for those wolves…..ooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwww!

  6. Stew says:

    As a piedmont resident myself, I hope we get a chance to meet! I don’t have any land at all, living urbanly as I do, so you’ve got at least one hand to count on for help with occasional projects. :-)

  7. A Different Amy says:

    Congrats on the land, and welcome to the neighborhood! It was great talking with you in Durham last weekend, and if you need a hand with anything, you know where to find me!…

    Amy from NCCIA

  8. Trace says:

    Thanks for all the comments. I have been away at a sustainable agriculture conference (referenced by A Different Amy) and unable to comment back. A new post soon…

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